hubby i love you

今天HUBBY打给我了。。。呵呵。。开心下。。。
就知道你不会这么狠心。。。
不过你的确说了伤人的话。。。。你需要道歉。。。

不过。。。。
如果就这样分开。。。。
以后不能跟爱的人在一起。。。他做什么事都不关你的事。。。
天涯茫茫。。。好不容易这样遇到。。就是缘分。。
真的这么容易找到一个你爱的人吗？。。
不要轻易放开对方。。。。

HUBBY。。。不是说过再怎样生气呀。。。都不会出口伤人的吗。。。
下次不能这样了。。。因为我要去美国了。。。
以后可能连要吵架都找不到时间。。。
不是说没感情。。。而是距离和时差。。。

tears

昨天。。。半夜。。打给你。。因为我几乎十二点才从KL回到。。。

我很开心。。。我买了你说你喜欢的粉红色POLO-T。。。因为专卖店的没有SAIZ了。。。我无意间看到JUSCO有卖。。。我十点四十分才从MID V.JUSCO出来。。。排队给钱很长。。。

一路上。。很开心。。。很生气很讨厌你。。。可是。。看见适合你的东西。。。还是买了。。。POLO-T。。。我总共买了5件。。。你说黑色背心。。。不见了。。我也买了1件。。。长袖衣1件。。FORMAL点的1件。。。鞋子1双。。重点不是我在炫耀。。。是我想买给你。。。

不只买给你。。。还有POLO-T给我的弟弟。。。颖鑫凯乐。。。凯乐的我特地买白色的。。同样的牌子我也买了一件白色的给你。。。因为你说他现在很像你小时候。。。胖胖的。。。

就每个人都有。。。。我很开心。。。

十二点多。。连续打了5-6通。。。你没接。。还以为你睡着了。。后来两点多才忙好。。再打给你。。。你接了。。。在外面。。问你作么没接。。如我所料。。你说没什么。。。

没什么。。没在做么。。没在哪里。。。都是你敷衍回答我的方式。。。

第一通挂了。。。终于我受不了了。。。眼泪一直涌出来。。。

第二通。。。电话没钱。。。用VYIN的。。你说池点打给我。。。因为我用着她的电话。。。

等了十分钟。。再次打给你。。。你一样。。说会打来。。叫我等下。。终于忍不住问你要我等几久。。。一句不懂。。。一句再看。。。。就挂了。。。

你打来了。。。还是MC。。。我就MC回去。。。打来了。。。

谈话内容都很伤人。。‘还有东西要讲吗？没有就挂！很显！’。。‘不要多来！不要讲废话！’。。。有想我吗？。。‘没有’。。。不喜欢我了吗？。。。‘是’。。‘不要一直静静！很显！在降我就挂了！’。。‘你想回来就回，不回来就不回，不关我的事！’。。

很多很多。。。心痛了。。。好伤。。。泪流了。。好累。。。

说我不重视你。。。没考虑你的感受。。你就有吗？上次去到马六甲。。。FAMOSA。。你就有通知吗？去回了隔了一两个星期才告诉我！这叫有考虑到。。。还有一次。。。也是马六甲。。去到了没跟我说。。打给你。。才说你到哪里哪里。。。事先我完全不知你有去！想想你自己！

做工真的让你不能接受吗？。。说句难听点的。。。你不够我花。。。我也不要花太多你的。。

说了难听的话。。。你很快乐是吗？。。。低声下气了。。你还想怎样？。。。

是我们沟通出了问题。。。还是我们性格的问题。。。。还是原本开始就是个错误。。。。

宁愿你狠心说句分手。。。也不愿受这些语言讽刺。。。

要就请多疼疼我。。。

伤了还来弥补。。。心永远都有个伤痕。。

我是你喜欢的。。不要随便伤我了。。昨夜我已没有眼泪了。。。

i cant tahan.

i cant tahan the way u talked to me.
i cant tahan the way u answered my questions.
i cant tahan!!!!!!!!!

i called u.i will only get angry.get bored.jz like i poke my nose in it.
average.in a day.v sms once or none.call once or none...means maximum once.minimum none.

i donno how long will this situation taken.....probably.ya.the day i gg bac.

but gsin some advantages too.coz when i go anywhere.with who.doing anything.i don need to tell u.quite relaxing too.

thz to nic.i decided to sms u asked u to call me.coz my phone no credit d.but ended up same.the way u talk to me.the way u replied my answers.I DO NOT LIKE!!!

nic said probably u feel bad too.but if u feel bad.can u ignore me?u will let me feel bad too.n i did approch u.working is not that big problem ok.shit you.

4th day...

i think this week i woking for 4 days only.is enough d...

v either din sms...or call....for today....

don make me used to be.please................

if i used to less contact with u.....

i really can just din sms or call u for the whole day....

even then day after...i can.....

am i really being too emotional?...or i just adapt that kind of circumstance quickly?....

i donno...or is it i just too lazy to approach?...

anyway...i more week to go then can go bac d...

during that time....everything will bac to normal....

i quite sure....HOPEFULLY.

tomorrow i don have class.so can wake up a bit late.then have to revise for my music quiz too.on tmr evening.then at night have concert.so i think tmr is quite full too.

3rd day...

today.was my 3rd day...working.hehe....jiayou shi chiann!!!

n was also the 3rd day...hubby ignored me......haiz....

today quite late i went to work.6.40pm...then 12am boss said can go bac d...then i go bac loh!~~~coz less customers around 11.30pm....

going to work....i think i can make use of time WISELY.haha...n i can have my beauty sleep.coz if nth sometimes i will wake up in the middle of my beauty sleep....

gg to sleep now.good night hubby.

happy+sad

2 things to mention here.1st is...i m sososo happy.coz today is my 2nd day gg to work.haha.yaya.that history is that i going to work outside.n is my 1st time.
i m happy...n actually is not that tired.7 hours like that.as a waitress.is fine n good.i proud of myself.!!!!

2nd is....hubby...you are sososo angry...coz i gg to work.for this matter,until today u ignore me.din sms n call me.i noe the consequences.all i noe.monday i purposely asked you that gt 1 job is quite good...bla bla bla....then i asked~"can i go to work".you straight away said cannot la.obviously.i noe u wont let.

monday night i went to work.now...during night time..u seldom call also.who noes u called me for 30+ times.i jz don wan to pick it up.but during the last few times.i jz cant tahan....i picked up.u damn angry."where r u?"~~"working"....."oo,bye bye".this is wat exactly same as wat i predicted.

i noe u r sososo angry...u afraid that i will become tired.neglect my studies.kena bully.but everything is fine.boss is nice.workers too.n i m happy working there.
i cant always open my mouth and ask money from my parents.i noe u will say u wan to work is ok.but not now.ya.i noe.but jz gain an experience.n mostly august time i will quit.coz final exam is coming.

actually.i noe ur reaction.but once i really wan to.i will do.as u noe THIS IS ME.is not 1st day u noe me.is almost 3 n a half years u holding my hands.i hope u will noe that.don worry.don angry anymore.i m fine.i love you.good night.

+time+

do you still remember how we met each other?do you still remember first time we holding our hands,first time u said i love you,first time you kissed my lip...many first time....do you still remember them?.....

after reading nic's blog...Is distance really such a killer?...arg...think of myself...we do have small distance between us...not only distance that is counted by time or kilometers.2.5hours...but probably others.

i heard my frens said.it is quite a different if u still studying.but ur partner is working.because u all will have different topics in conversations..obviously,different thoughts...different opinions...
if it is a truth,i don afraid that.i just wan a totally different characters,different hobbies,different topics,different opinions....because i don wan a CLONING of myself.
is quite challenge or probably little bit hard to maintain.but is a challenge.i love it.

time can be cruel.can be kind.it is cruel,when the gap between us is further...we less sms-ing,making calls,or seeing each other.a few weeks i will thinking of u badly.missing u badly...as time goes on....y that feeling jus disappeared...little b litte.TIME IS CRUEL.

time is kind.because i have many happy moments with you.i like the ways you dote on me.but.....if one day...bad things come to us...don be sad..afraid..because time can cure you and me.time can bring all those sadness,disappointment,angerness away...TIME IS KIND.

hubby,don be afraid or start having some bad thoughts in you mind.if you read or know this.sometimes,i just admit that, i will less thinking of u...less missing you...but i know tat...it wont affect our relationship....because..

time flies...blow away all those unwanted feeling.but wont blow away my love towards you.i love you.

...history...

yo!yesterday in kl.bought all the things that i plan to.luckily with the helped of hansee.if not.i could not carry 8L of hair products plus all those little things.haha.THANK YOU.

after next week.or in other words.after TOMORROW.i will b free a bit.well, i have prepared for the presentation for 2 weeks.time flies,next week i will going bac n see my hubby,daddy,mummy,didi....hehe......hubby hubby!~~~~

now,my history will begin soon.....soon n soon...probably on monday evening...haha..quite excited.as it is the 1st time i doing that.haha..but i think most of you will think that my HISTORY is sososo common.as you have experienced it!haha.but at least for me is sososo NEW!

=little things.=

First of all, i would like to thank to hansee..haha.like speech.wan to thank to xie cheng too.helped me to edit the song.ting hai.~perfectly! i juz like it.

2nd...i m really hungry right now.the last time of today i was having my meal was 4.30pm.then the 1st time was 9.30am b4 gg to class.ooooo.............i m hungry.n now vyin is da bao buger for me....ooh god....fat fat fat...but i juz wan to eat.although later mayb after eating half an hour later i will gg to sleep.

3rd...mummy called me this morning.8.18am.haha.bcoz she met some problems with her hp.asked me how to adjust it bac.as u noe.i was in my beauty sleep.my brain has not reach the time to work yet.so.i cant think of how.but actually think a few more times.i noe d.hehe.

4th....i finished my quiz for bio today.6.30pm and actually 7pm like that almost 90% of ppl went off d.i think i was the second of the last.haha.is a funny test.haha.

5th..presentation coming soon.i m getting nervous.oh god.today i practiced singing in music room.i din meet my expectation.anyway.i hope i can make it on monday.

hubby jia you!~~

calling u few times...din pick up...wondering r u practicing pig habit?
few minutes later....
here u called.
1st thing i will always do is...
observe your voice.whether is juz wake up or 'conscious'.
n i heard that u r that awake.
sure.i will raise my voice.n ask y din pick up!y din call me!wat r u doin!!!
haha.that is ME.
ooo....u r taking ur shower.n preparing to go out.
go where?...go to meet ur client.haha.
i m happy to hear that.
baby here to say jia you...i love u!
jia you!!!don waste my money to buy you those clothes...
coz u said u nid some 'adult' clothes.haha.

such a colourful post.telling u that thanks for bringing c-o-l-o-u-r-s in my life!

time flies~~

this week has 1 bio quiz.jz 2% only.next week monday is my presentation.then the week onward is music quiz.10%.so.every week got things to do.is good...ya..is good...anyway.even don have all those quizes.i have to prepare scripts every week and talk in front of the class because is public speaking.

hubby sick liao?eveytime sick de.sick twice a month?H1N1?!!!hubby catches a cold...a symptom of it...oops!!!!....cham liao....have to be quarantin!~~~~~muz get well soon.everytime sick de.beh tahan.

i went to kl quite number of times.each week once i think.but the objective is not shopping.is finding laptops.hehe...but.i think i did spend lots of money.this month....actually haven reach end of the month...1000+ a bit has gone.luckily last few months i din go.then is balance...

home sweet home...

家对我来说是最重要的。。。尤其是mummy。。。其他什么都是假的。。。

在外遇到困难。。身边的朋友当然重要。。。可是家。。永远都要回的。。母亲永远都在你生活里播映着。。。到你结婚。。到你老。。

我那张听海的CD真的有那么难做吗？

还以为你会很顺利的做到。。。。

星期一就跟你说了。。。。为什么要拖到今天才问！

我就不信你隔天去问会做不出来！。。。

算了。。。这让我更体会到mummy的重要。。。家的温暖。。。虽然很久前就已知道mummy的重要。。家的温暖。。。毕竟长大了。。感触更深一层。。。

有心的话就到街上那么多间卖CD的店去问。。。而不是一两间。。。

就算今天问到有了。。你也要给人时间做啊！虽然弄一张CD很简单。。几分钟就可以搞定。。可是东西要人家做是要时间的。。。不要跟我说你不懂！

东西做不到第一·时间就是想到mummy。。。即刻拿起电话拨打。。

眼泪竟然这样也能流。。。可能我认为你可以做到。。但没有。。还是我把presentation看得太重。。。还是因为mummy。。。。

我不想我家人看不起你。。因为有时交代你的事情你做不到。。而我认为对你并不难。。。。

你对我好是无可否认的。。。不过单单的好。。。需要加上做的到。。能力。。就好像一盘菜。。没有好的配料。。怎样煮的出好吃的？。。

简单的要求是要你进步。。。不是每天看你无所事事。。懒惰拖泥带水就像等死。

mummy~

is my mummy again...she called me just now at 10.30pm..actually i think she just called without any motive..ya.concern is her motive.haha.n v chat for 20 mins!~contents:

hair,shampoo,treatment,conditioner...

then later my US application things...

then about my face..is it still full of pimples....

about my music presentation.how was the preparation....

n the pigs disease...better don go out...especially shopping....

asked me to sleep early.better b4 11pm...and gave me examples that who who who always sleep b4 11..n all the acne has gone....

don come bac frequently...stay there n study...

ask me drink more water...don fall sick...

Here is my turn to ask her when u wan to celebrate your birthday?coz is on 3rd jun...if u wan to celebrate on the day..is wednesday...but i will b bac on 4th of jun thursday.juz wan to make sure that it will be celebrated after i coming bac.hehe...

ya...siok hiang u r right.my mummy is cute.the cutest mummy in my heart.

2 weeks gone soon....

halo!~~based on the title.is quite clear that 2 weeks have gone SOON....it's time for me to welcome my third week in this semester...in comclusion.yeah!~i like all the subjects in this semester.probably part of it is because of the lecturers.

7th may...

14th may...

21th may...

28th may...

all those dates mentioned above were the dated i wont b going bac to kluang~~~

finally,until.....

4th may...

i will going bac...so...it mean tat.i will b here in inti for totally five weeks!

wow~~break my record..so far.i think the longest is just 1 month...

this week and next week...i got to prepare for my music presentation...the next 2 weeks..i will attend a concert which is held in inti...because is a must and the marks will be counted in my music coursework..so i have to go to fight fot he MARKS.haha..

hubby called me this morning...actually near 12 noon....hubby said..you will coming bac hor?today...haha...but is not...i asked you to help me to do some stuff that i need for my music presentation...early to say thank you hubby..n thank you sis too for helping me bring for me...

mummy again...juz received a message from you..haha...about the pig disease that recently quite popular in everywhere particularly in US...the contents was if u have any cough,flu or fever...must go n seek the doctor immediately..dont be stubborn..even if u late for 1 day..ur life will end...haha...mummy is always in the situation of worries...i still remember once the news was spreaded,she quickly called my sis n bro who are in AUS...n tat time my sis was at outside.she asked her go bac early.if nothing pls don come out.stay at home.haha.that is my beloved mummy.

sian~~~

haiz...my music presentation is on the next 2 weeks monday...oh god...y i so shuai?so many numbers there but i actually picked no 2!~~oh...i m preparing it now...still not sure whether i wan to do jay chow or a mei...but i think now i will do a mei...this presentation carrys 10%!~so i must score high in this...i hope so..coz i want get an A!!!!

so just now my hubby just went to my house n took the things from my mum.then later sent to vyin's house.so that on the way her dad go to kl can pass us the stuffs.anyway...very paiseh..because her dad wanna go out d....n still waiting for my hubby...some reasons for delaying the time...1st..hubby loh!~taking his shower for so long.probably he woke up late...2nd.. there are so many cars in the town during this peak hours.because is the time that everyone knock off....the last thing is my hubby loh.!~anyway...is u slow slow!!!!!

haiz...vyin's dad sure angry de...wait for so long d...half n hour d..hubby loh!!!!!!!!!!!!!hai yo!lastly.thz my mum for preparing all my stuffs.hehe.

KL

aiks...long time din go to kl shopping d...the last time i went was before the chinese new year...near 4 months d!~break the record!...is not i dislike shopping...is juz i feel lazy to move myself going by ktm...haha...

yesterday i went to times square,mid valley and the garden...very very happy..i found all the things that i want..all the brands of computer's brochures....the gifts for my mummy..n i bought 1 bag that i really love it...but then i think of giving to my mummy...coz is kind of dinner bag?...so i think my mummy will use it more frequently..

erm...i din buy much things for myself...but i bought some pieces of clothes for my 2 cute little brothers...hope they will like it...as they always like to comment the clothes that i buy for them...

n lastly i get to noe the rates of maxis postpaid...so by the time i bac i will compare to digi...n buy a phone n open a line.haha...while..i hope the phone i wan is launched in the market d...

today is mother's day...yesterday 12 sharp i called my mummy...she din pick up..i juz wondering will she go to bed so early?..n is saturday...then i juz sent a msg that full of 'loving words'?haha...then i going to bath n doing some stuffs..coz by the time i reached inti alr near 12...later i checked my phone n gt 1 unread msg..opened it..was my mummy...such a nice msg she sent bac to me..haha...forgot to mention tat mummy went to sing K with my daddy.that's y din hear my phone.haha....here to wish all the mummys happy mother's day!

new starting..

new semester juz begin...~ frankly..i like all the subjects in this semester..which i think i can cope with them~the subjects are religion,music,biology and public speaking.
1 week has passed.n i have experienced all the classes of all subjects.so...wat i can say is thank god.finally i have chosen the subjs that i enjoy.

so my aim for these four subjects are all STRAIGHT A's...or A- is fine too..am i being too ambitious...or by the time u read until here u will think of..pls lah.wake up.don stay in your dream!!ahha..i can do it!!!!hahahah

so wondering when is the next time i gg bac to kluang.issit 28th of may or 4th of jun?..well.i donno....i miss my mummy.who usually 'order' me drink more water to get rid all the pimples,take care of your safeness...eat this n that before it gone bad....n much much more...by sms~haha...

hubby hubby hubby...here i am..u asked me y u don wan to come bac or come bac once a fortnight.or is better that every week.?..well...actually now i m practising...becoz by the time i go to US.time is not counting by weeks.probably months or years which u can see me once.don worry.next sem is short sem.after that v have around one and a half month spending together.I LOVE YOU.

happy moment~

long time din see my hubby....i think 3-4 days d....although v r in the same hometown,stay quite near...coz monday i just had facial...so the face just looks like a bit...ugly,disgusting,reddish......so i don plan to go out.especially during the day time.haha.

tonight i had dinner with my hubby n his family,celebrated his mum's birthday.quite a happy meal.coz i talked alot.haha.later hubby brought me to have some 'mouth exercise'....sang KKKKK....hehe...sang lots of songs.coz 2 hours....happy time yeah with my hubby~

thz vyin..and her mum.coz the sudden plan was i will gg bac to inti tmr.coz vyin's sis is sick.her mum wants to see her...but the last decision was...tmr her mum still gg to malacca to c her danghter...then she will b bac on tat day.then sunday bring us to inti.thz her a lot!

tomorrow sure i have some plans.actually is not my plans.is my buddy's plans.sisters~~~~tomorrow v going to meet,chit chatting...yamcha..long time din c all my buddy sisters!~after tmr...i will b going bac to inti nilai.aiks....start my boring life again..~~the day after tomorrow...

zab blong@@

arhg.......actually today is juz a normal day..~nothing special goin on.....ya...i suddenly think of yanyi...she came bac today n i went to fetch her....we have lots to chat.....chatting-gossiping...is our way to maintain our friendship.haha...

well,i m now thinking of US.~mass communication..actually no need to study abroad.the purpose of going oversea is that i want to increase my field of view,look the uniqueness of this world....because i m the lucky one....i m given a chance from my parent.so i will try to fulfil it.

mum said,aiks.mass com no nid to go oversea lah..~~then i replied..aiseh,if i din manage to study well in this sub,then i will find a shoes factory,n work there.days to days....i can start to create my own shoes...hehe...i hope i can in both fields.hehe..~~my aims in US are i want to earn money n improve my english...of course my studies too.

weeyin,u r my best fren.so i m here for u to share everything u want to share with me.even the hardest moment v share together.almost everything v can talk to each other.from guys,family,academic,relationships....lots lots...i can still remember the time i nearly lost my temper to u...bout badminton.however,i managed to control it.because i think is reasonable for u to do like this n i should spare a thought for u...v never quarral before.never.it is cool right?coz v stay together.n know each other since v were 13.haha.u r strong enough.coz u have proven it!u did it.muaks~~!!!