it is fate

u cant do anything.or in the other way...u do nothing!seriously.i can do anything better than YOU!well...i cant change anything.coz is fate.just like parents.

example?ridiculous!i never take u as an example...coz u not even noe who u are...wat is ur responsibility...please.forget about ur aim or others.coz the even the simplest one u cant fullil it.so pls don think bout others.anyway..i don think u will think bout it.

let me ask u a simple question.how u think about someone...who cant pay his own phone fees...who has a proper job,but din do it properly....or should i say that u r working?but the best term which can describe ur attitude towards ur job is...erm...half holiday n half working.coz u r working under ur own parent.next,almost every single day u goin out.but no problem with u goin out.the problem is juz is it necessary for u to ask money from ur parent when the days u goin out?...is not a small amount..if u calcualte it in the long run.each day,eg.at least 100.

please.if u do not have that kind of big head,pls don wear tat big of cap.there is no use for u.to pretend tat u r rich.issit the way u attract the gals?..pls don play the roles of richly.u are disqualified!let me tell u the fact.the one who is rich is your parent.not u.

if u have done anything that is wrong such as gamble.n have loss tat big amount of money.obviously,u cant pay.think before u act.if u have 1 million,juz use tat 1 million to gamble.do not over spend it.u r not a child anymore.since when.the one who loves u experience that kind of fear which they need not to!since when.the one who loves u watch the loaner coming towards?...

i feel sorry for the gals.i think when with u,is their time to suffer.don play too much.u noe some disease.cannot be treated or cured...but i cant say u wrong in this.coz both parties are voluntary.

lastly.when will u grow up?until the time u get married.u will remanin the same.can u change a bit?perhaps?...when was the last time i heard tat u said u r changed?issit everyday?jz hang it aroung ur mouth without any action!?!changed?ya...u will change ur face when u r asking for money.is facts.think it.i don think there is anything wrong with the facts i stated.

love

well,i noe based on the title,LOVE is juz too general.
but one thing confusing me....tat is..

BE TOGETHER BECAUSE U WANT TO,NOT BECAUSE U NEED TO.

ya,obviously i think many ppl don really understand it.
but the explanation is you don need them though because if your partner is doing their job properly,so are you,you can manage without them.
in a strong relationship,partners don breed dependence-they encourage independence.
if ur partner loves u,they wont change who u r, but will help u build more confident, greater self esteem...and lots.u r not relying n don need to worry bout you will fall apart financially,emotionally or in other ways.coz u r STRONG enough.
it means that u don need ur partner.walk away any day any time is juz fine for u.don need them to make u feel good,to give u financial security,or because no one else would love u.none of tat is needed.
so...WHY ARE YOU WITH THEM?is because u want to be.no other reason.
dont be dependent,when ur partner has gone,you should noe who you are.
i know it is a tough thing to think about.and mayb lots of arguement.but i think once u get into a relationship,u should mentally prepare that how would u cope if ur partner suddenly wasnt there anymore?you should be able to cope it alone.so u don need ur partner.you just wan them.
anyway, it is confusing.because u love ur partner,so u need them?because u need them 1st then u begin to build ur relationship to u want them?or the opposite way?related?issit so?it has its own reasons.
well,i m not any love consultant....anyway,i think the word WANT is far more stronger than the word NEED.

another thing is,there are many signs to show tat ur parner...family...friends express tat they do love u.
flowers,chaocolates,saying 'i love u'...of coz those are abvious one..but in fact they are little thing they do that they didnt have to, they did because they wanted to please u,this is their way to say i love u.
hubby,here u are.the time is quite late.11.30pm..i was going to bed.the phone rang and u said have something to give me.a bowl of hot herbal chicken soup.u brought for me...and said tat is good for blood circulation...thanks...i cant mention one by one...coz is lots.the only thing i can do is remember them one by one.hubby I LOVE YOU.
daddy mummy,u express ur love by working day until night to earn incomes,cook nice dishes when i coming bac home...bring me to doctors when i said i want to....even have to seek the doctor which is not local...the most importantly give me a warm home...thanks n I LOVE YOU.
friends...lots...especially vyin...yanyi...thanks for your encouragement...i love the time when v thinking of the ways to slove the problems...gossip bout others...share our minds...n shopping.~friends..I LOVE YOU...

i cant live without u..

finally...i get bac u....coz since last 2 weeks i live without u....i admit that...i really cant live without u....this few weeks....i gt nothing to do....who knows tat both of u admitted to the hospital.......==y so gam de...

i m refering to my lappy lah...n the desktop at home....haha~~the days without u..i cant check my mail....update my blog....chatting in msn......arg...lots lots...

sem break now...2 weeks....happy happy sem break....shopping with my mummy....buy many things....actually consider as needed..but mostly wanted!~~hahah~~

i love the new book which i bought!~~the rules of love...i love it.thanks mummy...

actually i have lots of things to do during this sem break...1st..i have to cure my pimple face....arg~~~is ugly...2nd...i got to settle my bank cards....3rd....i need to settle my toefl...

more than 1...

blog...wat is the definition of blog?for me...blogs can help me know my frens's current state recently...from viewing their blogs...because v r less contact wif each other...the easiest way to noe their recently situations...is through blogs...

anyway...i get some lessons...or should i called it as "lessons"?....watever...
i find that i m the bless one...or the lucky and the fortunate one...in my current state now...i m away from sickness...........i have a happy family.....i do not have problems in many things.n almost all....in relationships with family.......friends.....hubby......financial....academics.....materials... n many many...

since when i have discovered all these?since when?...issit when the day i was born?.....i have to give a big thank to my daddy n mummy coz they provide me all these...i m really satisfy with my life now.give u a big HUG..=P

i have to thank my hubby too...for the past 3+ years...thanks for loving..caring..tolerance me..... thanks to the FATE tat let me meet u....i m glad to have u as my bf n i have no regret to be with u!~hubby I LOVE U.....

thanks to my friends...many friends...a word friend is too general....anyway...i think u get wat i mean...thz to many many....because the time i spending with u all is wonderful...

Additional screw up!

actually yersterday i have typed my blog....n going to publish it.who noes once i clicked tat button 'publish post'...it gone!!!i think probably is the line problem.ebb in inti really irritating!

monday i finshed my econ's paper...gt 1 question..i find it quite weird.the money suppy...where u find so many points to write?i have memberised all the points d....according to the points tat given ny lecturer.it is impossible to get like 5 marks each!arg....tat question i find it is the easiest,but the problem is i cant find the 5 points to fullil 5 marks....as for the essay part..i don have enough time to write!!n i wrote too many points in 1 Q, using 1 n half page..the second Q i don have points to write.jz half+ abit page.no wonder y i find tat so weird,2 questions tat i noe,but y Q 2 don have points....haiz..because i mixes up some points n all wote in Q 1 d....haiz...
my econ's course work....c liao eyes will feel painful....

once i bac to my room....NO MOOD tostudy for my maths d...today is my maths's paper....same thing..i DON HAVE ENOUGH TIME!!!screw screw screw up!i cant do anything..its OVER...hope tat lecturers will mark it LINEARLY...
until now i still feel unsatisfied with my paper....jz give me half n hour...probably i can do it better!!~
my last paper is chm....on saturday...still gt time.haha...

lastly...happy belated b'day to chee wei n siok hiang!happy birthday to u all! take k lots.

coming monday&tuesday...

第一张mpw.....over liao...死背的东西都不会难。。。只是我不喜欢。。。所以。。。应该刚刚好拿32分吧？少过就显了。。。。
明天明天ECON...最早准备的。。不过也怕怕。。。因为第一次接触。。。中学都没有。。5－7pm 考。。。所以明天再复习一下下就可以了。。。
最讨厌的就是星期二的maths。。。今天做很多习题。。。还有两个chapter就完了。。。就留到明天7点以后吧。。。maths又是11am考。。。之前应该没时间复习了。。
最后一张是chemistry~~星期六。。时间大把。。我连翻都还没翻叻。。。

一考完就回家回家！！！可以见到可爱的hubby。。。mummy。。。daddy。。。还有didi。。。hubby说要带我去买电话。。！

不知慧馨几时回。。。燕怡30/4才回。。。希望一大堆姐妹出来聚聚。。。xiao wen,jenny,a boo,meiya,vyin(显了..哈哈)。。就只想到这些。。。因为平常都是他们。。。呵呵

putrajaya!~

昨天又跑出去玩了。。。去了putrajaya。。。也要去看电影。。。结果只有四部戏。。而且都是十一点多。。。就不要看了。。putrajaya alamanda。。。我们是稀有品种。。。一大堆MxLxY。。看90％以上。。。其余的10％就是华人, 印度人。。和其他种族的。。

过后在那边也没有东西玩。。就去兜兜风。。。喝茶。。。putrajaya不懂有七还是八座桥嘛。。。我们就到其中一座拍拍照。。拍到显了就往下个地点前进！～

下个地点就是。。。。putrajaya新起最大的hotel。。。可是不知价钱是不是最贵的。。。那边真的超大。。。有很美。。。不同风格的设计。。。在要找entrance进去hotel时。。。v seng就跑。。。可能因为sandheep在前面走很快。。一跑就'趴'！！整个跌在地上。。弄到旧伤。。痛死他了。。今天他beh tahan就下午去到seremban带他看推拿。。。他有句名言。。dont follow indians。。哈哈

回到正题。。我们在hotel也拍了很多照照。。。guards走来走去可是都没有赶我们。。里面reception的人也看我们。。哈哈。。。不过来应该只来一次。。他们应该不会记得我们可爱的脸霸吧？。。。原本打算'参观'完hotel过后就去KLIA的。。由于迟了就没去了。。直接回inti college。。

我们9。15pm开车。。。去是v seng开。。。回是我开叻。。一喝好茶接下来的每个目的地都是我开。。。第一次在highway还有大地方的市镇开。。。难免有点小兴奋。。哈哈。。不过是一点多降回。。。都没有几辆车了。。所以不会危险。。叫我在白天很多车时开。。。可能我会有点怕。。哈哈。。。毕竟被载还是比较幸福。。哈哈。。

一post好这个又是我今天开始读书的第一刻了。。由于昨晚四点多才睡。。。睡到十二点多起来又去seremban。。回来累累又睡。。。所以现在才开始要读。。哈哈。。。不过现在一天里不管怎样还是会读。。不然对不起自己的良心。。会过意不去。。哈哈！

实现了！～～

哈哈～昨天下午才说有mood去看电影～～晚上就实现了！～vyin的classmates约她去seremban。。。原本没位了我就不去了。。哪里懂还有一个位装得下我。。。我们六个人就挤在一辆myvi里面。。。不过还好啦～～没有挤到不舒服。。(如果sandheep没有换去后座的话)~哈哈。。回时走旧路。。。暗暗弯弯的路。。。将就驾慢些。。不过中途还有一大大大群可爱的牛挡在路中间。。我们就一直PI。。PIPI。。PIPIPI。。。。他们也很乖。。都走到路旁了。。

哎呀！还没说我看什么戏叻。。就看fast n furious啦！10。45pm最后一场。。不过我们到terminal 2实已经10。55。。买票popcorn就11点才进去。。没什么票了。。就坐前面第三排。。颈项不会很酸啦。。因为我都习惯不把头整个躺着向上看。。只是觉得银幕有点大。。不是。。是很大下。。

开心开心一下。。！

p/s:在车上我背了一个mpw...再背多一个就gao dim了。。应该可以pass loh~至少有背到书。。没有对不起自己。。哈哈。。

FINAL EXAM!!!~~

这个星期六start第一张paper了。。malaysian studies...internal marks 37.5/60..虽然很烂，不过班上196个学生最高才49。。。我的分再烂也比我想象中的好。。50分就及格了！及格就好。。反正都没算cgpa的。。呵呵。。final拿多12.5/40=31.25/100就可以了！加油。。

本小姐现在已经在狂准备econ了。。。下个星期一考。。final有四个essay从8个chapter出,有两个已经要背好了。。最少有一题会出吧？没有的话＝死！还有两个很难。。在酝酿着。。。

现在的日子就是书书书！！读读读！！背背背！！。。可是我想去看电影叻。。很有mood哦。。还有去唱K。。可是nilai这种'''''''地方。。。最靠近有这些的只有seremban了～～现在叫我搭bus+ktm。。。免了吧。。。要坐车车车！！！

想念我可爱的mummy。。mummy担心我。。。时时刻刻听人家说或在报纸看到什么新的干案手法。。。就会sms来告诉我～哈哈！！然后我都会念出来给朋友听。。。他们说我mummy很可爱。。呵呵！昨天mummy又寄来了一封。。内容是如果你架着车，有人骑着motor撞你还说是你撞到他，要你下车理论。。。你可千万不要下车哦！快快把车架到警察局。。如果你下车他们就打枪你！现在为了钱什么pattern都有。。打电话说中奖拉。。还有什么你孩子在我手上。。。制造车祸。。。atm。。多到。。。。我们要小心啊！！！

DINO...需要时间..

下着大雨...这几天几乎都有下大雨.....
星期三一场车祸就夺去了几条生命...Dino你朋友不幸走了...不能怪你自己啊...因为这就是命运.....

饭要吃,水要喝,活也要好好过!...
你和我只能当朋友....我们可以当很好的朋友....
或许你说现在遇到你...就是你了....感觉是可以随着时间淡化...毕竟陷得还不深... 你即将要踏入社会工作了。。。每天看到不同的事。。不同的人。。可能还有不同的环境。。
我说过...爱=简单+忠诚的....我永远不会忘记我说过的这句话...这是hubby让我领悟到的....hubby谢谢你！

happy b'day to yie xiong~~

上chemistry时，lecturer说obesity的人比较难受孕。。突然冒出一句话。。miss, i think no lah.is depend on your skill de.名言出自寿星公。。。全班笑翻了。。过后他就说要整老师，我和ee jane是同谋。。呵呵。。就yxiong他电话特地没放silent..eejane就打去。。然后他假假很生气的冲出去外面，我就偷瞄然后走出去看发生什么事。。我大声的喊miss!t y xiong is fighting!..eejane也假假三八喊引老师出去看。。眼看老师紧张走出去，差不多已经要到外面时。。被前面一班JPA的学生拆穿了。。。害我们白高兴以为得逞了。。。
然后晚上就出去吃晚餐庆祝他生日嘛。。。去了OASIS。。就不懂什么人开的。。。半西不西的'餐厅'lo..那边是热到！！！～～～我还问他作么没开冷气。。那个人傻傻看着我。。不懂是听不懂还是什么。。。过后weeyin说这里没有冷气。。。酱就算了，东西又贵又难吃。。料少饭多。。nasi beriani。。oh god。。宁愿吃外面一块的nasi lemak...不过这个不是重点，重点是晚上切蛋糕时才好笑叻。。。忘了说ysiong21岁lo...而且是最后一年了。。还没说完，是最后一年在malaysia庆祝叻！八月你就飞去us了！。。礼物是特别的。。特别VCD一个，内容是18禁。。还有一个大箱。。箱子外布置得'令人窒息'。。呵呵。。里面呢有很多好料。。我们命令他拿这箱子绕dining hall一圈。。全部人望着他。。。。。。。。。。。。的箱子然后偷笑。。。呵呵。。。吃蛋糕lo..每片都不一样的。。。HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U！！

今晚学校stact club有举办不懂什么party来得。。就有performances。。。DINO跳舞加油哇！
weeyin又要生病了。。。hubby也是。。。哎哟哟。。怎么你们一直生病的啊？。。。weeyin伤风喉咙痛。。hubby病刚好不久现在又咳嗽？！？！。喝多多水啊～～臭hubby!是白开水plain water不是汽水ok?。。我爱你哦！

朋友不在乎多少，真诚质心的难找。。遇到这班朋友算不错了！呵呵。。男朋友也是，一个好的就够了！哈哈。。父母没得选。。我很幸福成为我mummy&daddy的孩子！～～