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today, i received my marks for music quiz.which carry 10%.but only theory part 80% has done.aural part 20% has to wait for next week. i quite satisfy with it. i got 74/80. i think probably is the effort i put in.because i noe i must get an A for music.

tmr has religion quiz.10% too.preparing now.many religion terms.quite hard to remember and memberise too.jia you.

hubby....we r ok.doing fine.but...you keep asking me to resign from my job.
i don want to.i think im doing quite fine.it wont affect my studies.

your reasons are:-afraid i will be strain of my job

-worry i will get bully

-all and all is jz WORRY about me.

but i have explained!i m doing fine.n i don wish to quit it!
sometimes,i just find that i m feeling stress in this relationship.juz a simple job,u don let this n that...sometimes.i really feeling hard.down.don over control me.dont dont dont!

saying that i din spare a thought for you.but didn't u?..
even i din do it in malaysia.i will do it in US too.
don be little to me.i can doing many things well.just let me do it.don saying all those excuses.this will only makes me feel stress.i don nid to be over protected.

hubby, u might think that is all for my own good.n now actually i don nid any work!but...i just wan to try it.yaya..later when i graduate will b a lot of works waiting for me.but dont u think by the time i graduated, do i still work in this small little shop as waitress?..NO.I DON THINK I WILL.

hubby, i wont say all this through the phone.because this will only makes thing becomes worse.and later, the war will begin soon.i don wan again.i m tired of it!please.

I LOVE YOU. i din plan to get off in this relationship.and neither let you go. but.don over control or protected me.i know myself.