以前以前！

我告诉你！不要跟我以前以前！！！
降喜欢以前！去找你的EX!!
不要找我！
以前以前！要讲我可以跟你讲到你爆！

同学也不可以！
还拼命问几个！
做么一起出来！
在人家面前你要我怎样回答！
不会想！没有脑啊！

以后在美国你也问啦！
我看你每天都有机会问！
BEH TAHAN 就一起去！
不要挑东挑西嫌东嫌西！
你懂讨厌是什么吗？

alcohol.wine.

男人。。喝点小酒。。很正常。

地方车程需要一个小时。。也很正常。

因为我有天我或许会明白别地的酒比较好喝。

可能需要时间。。来接受。。

喝点小酒。又不是时常去。。。况且喝不多。

女人。应该明白。不发脾气。

只能说。人慢慢变老。

事情会不停改变。还是进化。都一样。

女人啊。。

有天你在美国。。也会经历很多第一次发生的事情。

少不了的NIGHTLIFE。。。所以。。

以后你也不想别人因你去的地方而发脾气吧？

要公平公平。相信你吧。。。

况且喝点小酒真的没什么！！！！大小姐。

waiting final final!

bio lots to memberise.

public speaking lots to memberise.

religion lagi lots.

music although lots.but ok.

ps gave tips.but all u gave 90% still frm the book.it makes no difference.aik seh.

religion lagi cham.totally no clue.wat native american.u never teach us b4.

music is the best.bio ok a.the lecture so sincere.



the glad thing is....

i applied to 2 u alr.but jz applied on9.haven send my transcripts yet.

nvm.it will be done.after this sem break.

sensitive words

i hate listen to those phrases.or words.

'handphone no.'--->'u sure gave de.'

to those who may concern.

especially u. mr.hui.

u BETTER watch out a bit.

is over

all the tests quizes presentations are over!!!!
tmr gt religion presentation.bu i managed to reject to b presentor.haha.
anyway.all over.is jz a new beginning.
let's c final how i die.

lovely home

thinking about my b'day.huh?is coming SOON.

early of september.

i dn plan to go anywhere to celebrate it.

i jz wan to stay at home.

i wan to spend with my FAMILY.

with mummy daddy n 2 didi.

n of course hubby.u r invited.haha.

n of course my frens.

i want it.AT MY HOME.

yesterday,talking with u in the phone.

talking about spending wif my family.

my tears coming out as soon as u din expect.

i admit that, i love my family.

i miss u all very much. i love u.

late sleep

now, look at the time. jz 3.30am.

the days without classes for this week.

i slept at 5 am. for 3 days alr.

even have classes, i slept at 2 smt.

arg....it has become a habit.

n i wont get tired when is not the RIGHT time for me to sleep.

n every monday 8am class.

sunday night i will suffer frm insomnia.EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY.

i tried to get myself go to bed earlier.

ya.i did so.but the prob is even u r lying on the bed.u counldnt fall into sleep.

is useless. so usually i will play the games in my hp.haha.

next semester.monday no more 8am.

yes.i made it.

hubby i miss you.

thanks hubby

thanks hubby, bought the sim card for me.

cheaper a bit leh.100 only.

now u r sleeping....hehe.

hug hug.sayang.

wonder wat time u gg to wake up?

tmr morning or today late night?

yier.u a pig.

happy b'day to sheng sheng

wah.so fast.1 week has gone!today is my 'elder' little brother's b'day.

happy b'day to u.

now,i can imagine that u sure damn bz.

coz upsr is nearer.1st week of september i think.

sure everyday tuition tuition.yea,i can imagine that.

jia you a!!!!!hehe...er jie miss u so much.

but not only u lah,xiao zhu also!!!
i miss u all calling me er jie er jie.hehe.

with cute sheng sheng

讨厌

自最后一通电话，我真的没睬你。

七点多，你打来了。

我在外面吃饭。

跟谁，做么没跟我说？。。。

都是预料中的问题。。。。

怎么？我有感到一点罪恶感。

讲完了就信息你臭人，MUAK。。

看INTI IDOL,到十一点多。。。

通电话。。HAIZ,又是以不开心收场。。。

怎么了？你累了？说好的幸福呢？

我不懂。是爱淡了？还是梦远了？

信息了你（还是有点不甘愿，不开心，不爽）

体贴少了，问题就多了。

这个我懂。

为什么？

我都不懂怎么了？

昨天也这样。。。

讲电话都会以不开心不爽的结局收场。。。

再不然就是要挂了几通才会好。。。

十分钟前也是这样。。。

我们怎么了？我也不知道。。。

前几天还说我们好像好久都没吵架了。。。

怎么现在好像一直来。。。

似乎都麻木了。。。

我讨厌！

没关系。

等你找，因为我没有MOOD找你。

反正本小姐今天也有很多事情忙。

如果你不找我我很OK的。

不然你打来也会弄到我不爽。

就像你昨天说的，等你要我打来我才打来，反正打给你你也会不爽。

就看你有多本事。

我已经没有那种冲动想在这种情况小叫你HUBBY了。

我显了。

shit music

oh gosh!jz 48/60 for the internal.how can get A?....which actualy nid 85.
what the hack?music presentation u jz gave me 83%?
go n bang the wall.
u damn BIAS!
try to be fair a bit.even the basic for the lecturer.FAIRNESS.EQUALITY.
what the hack u!

how are you

it has been a question in my heart.for few days.
HOW ARE YOU?....
i really feel like wan to have a talk with u.
but i donno whether it is a right time?i donno.

today can say that i totally no mood.MOODLESS.

totally not a right day for me.

but i think most is my own problems.

u tried ur best.but jz cant find solutions to deal with me.

i asked is it so hard to please me? ya,very hard.u said.

hubby, u always are the one who suffered.

coz again, i threw the tantrum on u.

hung your phone for 3 times i think.

but u still calling bac.

today, tears did slided over my face.

i m fine right now.

tmr class at 12.i am ok.

i miss you hubby.

good night.muaks.

no mood

today's weather = no mood
today's religion lectures = sian
today's music lectures = angry+ damn sian
today's bio lecturers = ok but sian
overall for today's mood = sian+sleep+frustrated

nvm.i wan to sleep now. let my mood become better if can.

you are important

you mean to me.you are really important.
without you, no one will go to my house take smome stuff and pass it to someone's house, bring to inti for me.
without you, no one i cant throw the tantrum to.
without you, no one i can get rid of all those unwanted food.
without you, no one purposely come to ayer hitam n fetch me.
i love u.

although v less contact, you still mean to me.
i hope u r fine.
i noe u need time.
take good care of yourself.
everyone stand beside you.

take care

nth to say much, no need to say much, useless to say much.
IT WONT HELP.
i just want to know how r u.of coz is a silly question.
i m sorry that i m timid.
i have no courage to ask u.
probably because i don wan to heard u crying...
or i just wan to escape frm this reality.
pretend nth happen n don ever to mention it again.

TAKE K BOO.u always mean much to me although v less contact.

no more

wat happened to u wai xin?is that anything happened to u?
i jz came bac.i saw ur msg in my msn.
r u alright?saw ur blog.
wat happened to u.i called u.u din pick up.i think u have fell asleep.
no more crying.take k baby.

happy b'day to xiao zhu

yea.is xiao zhu which is my youngest brother.er jie here to say happy birthday to u.hehe.

what u wan.when er jie gg bac jz bring u out n choose a.hehe.

but klg nth to buy de lah.the toy u wan probably din sell in klg also.

next week exam liao hor.jia you!

cute didi

finished 1st presentation!

ya,is over for the 1st major presentation.is ok lah.satisfy la.but sure can be better.but donno the miss freeman will like it o not.

aiks.next week no presentation.then next 2 weeks 2 presentations.tuesday n thursday.luckily, not both on the same day.but both also good a.no nid wear twice for the formal clothes.my formal clothes gam for this sem,nxt sem gonna buy new clothes.hahahah.

ok.tired.yesterday suffered from insomnia again,jz slept for 4+ hours.of coz presentation is one of the factors.and also thinking about wat subs i gg to take for this sem.i have enrolled bio n com.but it think i gg to drop bio.n probably change to csc.hahaha.

ok.time to sleep.good night.

hubby sick-ing

haiz.u c u c...sick again.this time is sore throat and cough...fever better a bit d.

aiyoyo.everytime u will sick when the time i am not around u...slap ur butt.keep falling sick.

today u so pandai leh!~~~bcoz gt customer ma.only 1 but.ok.jia you.if each day 1 also lots d.but very hard.k lah.1 week 2 customers loh.....because i noe,all things begin with difficulties before they become easy....

i finished rehearsing my presentation for public speaking tmr.set all the timer for slides.....hope tmr will b fine....hope the lecturer don so strict.she actually limited our slides to 3-4.talk 5-7 minutes.3-4 slides too little for me.i used 9 slides.as my topic is fashion,sure need lots of pics de ma.funny leh!if no pics,i rather don talk about this topic ok!since u gave me 0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for my outline,hope u can be GOOD abit hor!don increase my bu shuang-ness towards u hor!

bu shuang - ness

add oil

add oil for bio test!!well,think of yesterday the music quiz,made me moodless again.then now 12 actually gt replacement class for music,n i forgot about it.but jade sms me.then i jz realised.but nvm,i don plan to go,is 1st time i skip this class.

haha,look at gal gal hubby's pic,made me think of 1 of my pics.

am i look like abmormal?

big palm big head with small body size..this pic is about 3 years ago i think.

review

oops, gal gal hubby

what did this piglet do behind me?

i wish i wont let go

ahaha...bcoz i too busy+moodless for today...until now i jz okok a bit.so i decided to post some pic for those days i in kluang.

in kluang...ate lots of mangoesteen,then mummy halped me pack few kg let me brought to inti.i jz finished all tat few minutes ago wif vyin.haha.

brought 4 cans of pringles.daddy asked me to bring.he said don worry,still left 10+cans.oh god, jz because cheaper abit than usual he actullay went and bought lots lots...well.that's my cute daddy.

my 2 didi, damn cute.hehe...youngest de..the way he talks,...sounds more n more like adult..big didi, still the same...i gave him the lego,n he was happy.straight away started to 'build' it.anyway,this kind of toy is good,at least he has the patient.i don have n i m not interested.

as the pig hubby leh,...still the same loh....love me as b4, miss me as b4, and many more lah...it din increase, becoz it has reached ur maximum level!!!..(vomit,as i created myself.hahaha)...today u came to kl wor.klia,sent off ur fren....i asked did his gf cry?u said sure lah...then i said u pity loh.next time ur turn.u don cry a.hahah.who noes u replied that...nvm,i wont go n send u de.sure i wont go.haha.well,i noe jz becoz u cant hold ur tears.i noe.



lovely couple

shit music quiz!

jz had my music quiz 10% and report open book test 10%.
this both made me like crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!i hate romantic period!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n the open book test.not enough time.shit you.wan to collect the test paper so rush!didnt u jz have ur lunch?!?!!!!!

tmr bio test.make me no mood to study.sleep 1st.thn jz c how.
at night gt discussion for religion.next week present.
this week 1 presentation,next week 1,then next 2 weeks 1.then FINAL.........!

current mood:bloody red!

sweet home

currently, at my sweet home...woke up half an hour ago...eating cha siew pao...
now the weather outside like in sleeping mood...darkly...wind breeze...anyway,is better than big sun coming out.as long as don rain, easier for me to go out.

my informative speech outline.wat the hell......pissed me off!!!!my effort all gone d!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!20% gone d...nvm...u only make me no mood to do ur slides and outline, read my music books...but i still have mood to hang out wif hubby.at least is better.excuse me!u r not tat me influence ok!shit public speaking!

later gg to do my facial....and others donno yet...i wan to RELAX!!!!when at my home!!!!!go away all those slides and outlines!!!!!!

i miss u

presentation slide.hard to do.anyway.finished quarter d.this week sure can finish.HOPEFULLY.

my bio test postpone to next week.next monday music quiz,tuesday bio test.have to pass up music report also.

happy because this week gg bac.but little bit worry about my works also.i must finish the slide this week.hope the lecturer will give bac the ouline by this week.so that i know where i have made the mistakes then can change.wont affect my slide.

i miss hubby very very much.........hubby..lately sick again.....haiz...keep sick-ing de...

gg bac i don wan to do all those stuffs!!!i wan to watch movie!i wan relax!wan sing-k!~~anyway.i noe i can fulfill all these.but i have to study music for SURE..but music quiz is not a burden for me.coz i noe i will study it.so that i wont afraid.

i miss hubby hubby hubby......miss-ing u...VERY MUCH.

busy!!!

i finished my outline for persuasive speech d.....but how can seem like a lot fo things haven complete yet?...

presentation slide for informative speech.tmr bio test.have to do music report.n music quiz.

all on next week!~~!...

i hate such bz days!if stuff like 1 day can finish then nvm.but they take few days!!~!!!!for juz 1 things to complete!

today quite sui de.i cannot find my key.donno where is it!!!!then nvm.the knob gt prob.actually not.jz the 1 thing,smt connect to the door that helps to stuck it to become stable.aiya!

concert...

my fat face

juz came bac from concert in KLCC 2 hours ago....the concert...erm....if u listen for 1st hour is ok..then later n later...is just like u go fishing...~~~~~

with jade

in the concert hall

fat woman

with gordon

nothing+

actually this weekend. ok. nth much to do.. no assignment have to pass up for next week. but there is 1 bio test n have to prepare debate for public speaking...

after next week, means next 2 weeks. of coz busier. 1 music quiz, 1 major presentation n have to pass up the ouline for persuasive speech.

in order to make my next 2 weeks pass better, i have to prepare my outline during this weekend, and do my slide for presentation.

so that when next week i gg bac, i can go out without worries with my hubby. hubby hubby hubby...

by the way, on this coming sunday, still remember the concert in klcc?...yeah..looking forward.hehe.

one last thing is later i will go yam cha wif frens.wahahha....stay in the room for quite long time also very sian.have to go out chat for nothing, drink for nothing and breath for nothing.

3 and 1/2 years.

let's forget about the nonsense of religion.

yesterday was the day which v have been together for 3 and a 1/2 years.

is not long anyway.but as this age of near 19.i think is quite long.

time flies.who noes i with u. roughly 1278 days.

i love u hubby.thanks for bringing me happiness and sorrowness.
don think sorrowness is that fear kind of thing.yea.it is fear.but it makes u learn smoething.

today,my fren said me again.they said ur bf sure suffer de.eating so slow.actually many of them have said so. about the suffer-ING.

but i did ask u b4.u said no.u say u r like tat de ma.love then love d.cannot change.i like all this form u.coz THIS IS YOU. yet, i noe.probably this is jz the words in acting world.

mostly eveytime i m eating, ppl will saying smt.
for western food.i said i lazy to 'cut' the chicken chop or any of tat.u will always 'cut' it all n feed me.nicholas:'huh, eat also lazy a?'..bla bla bla...'somore need u to help me'....

anyway.all bcome habits.i hard to change.since the 1st day it has became the truth, habit, pattern....which i cant wipe them off.

i m not any of 'miss' or 'miss thousand gold'....I AM NOT. is just the way u treat me like too protective..ya. is too protective...sometimes it may become a quarral material.

stop talking about my nanny story.i m here telling u tat all the feeling...the ability to sense..is a process called love..

and i found it from you....it mayb simple.but yet is not...this is the unique of love.that's y here the creation of two of us.

i love u hubby.hug hug.

i hate religion!

today i gt religion test.i can gurantee u.sure DIE.donno wat was i writing about!~what the......HELL.

this is the 1st time that i ever thought like going to drop the subject!i really hate it!!!i don like u!!!!!!!the test made me even hate u!!!!!

i hate religion!!!~~~all those religion terms....wat the hack u talking about!!!!!!!!