3 and 1/2 years.

let's forget about the nonsense of religion.

yesterday was the day which v have been together for 3 and a 1/2 years.

is not long anyway.but as this age of near 19.i think is quite long.

time flies.who noes i with u. roughly 1278 days.

i love u hubby.thanks for bringing me happiness and sorrowness.
don think sorrowness is that fear kind of thing.yea.it is fear.but it makes u learn smoething.

today,my fren said me again.they said ur bf sure suffer de.eating so slow.actually many of them have said so. about the suffer-ING.

but i did ask u b4.u said no.u say u r like tat de ma.love then love d.cannot change.i like all this form u.coz THIS IS YOU. yet, i noe.probably this is jz the words in acting world.

mostly eveytime i m eating, ppl will saying smt.
for western food.i said i lazy to 'cut' the chicken chop or any of tat.u will always 'cut' it all n feed me.nicholas:'huh, eat also lazy a?'..bla bla bla...'somore need u to help me'....

anyway.all bcome habits.i hard to change.since the 1st day it has became the truth, habit, pattern....which i cant wipe them off.

i m not any of 'miss' or 'miss thousand gold'....I AM NOT. is just the way u treat me like too protective..ya. is too protective...sometimes it may become a quarral material.

stop talking about my nanny story.i m here telling u tat all the feeling...the ability to sense..is a process called love..

and i found it from you....it mayb simple.but yet is not...this is the unique of love.that's y here the creation of two of us.

i love u hubby.hug hug.