罗马

罗马是个很漂亮的地方。。

启程回程我都是哭着的。。。受不了。。

真的说来话长，都是票的关系！

那两个人最好死远点，给我再见到我一定跟那边的inspector报！

竟然欺骗良民售卖假票！

当发生这些种种事情时，你是第一个我想到的。。

昨天打给你你睡觉了。

今天我电话没钱了。想说skype的。。

你跟我说你的进不到，我就给你我的，然后我进你的account。

全都给你了，你不懂说什么大便什么名字打不到。。

现在是怎样！你根本不懂昨天发生什么事！

想跟你说，你不是这个进不到就那个打不到！

什么问题？是你白痴还是电脑废了？

意大利面

第一次煮意大利面。。本想拍下来。。

可是太饿了。。直接吃光光。。。

煮要20分钟。

花不到两分钟就吃完了。。。

卖相很好笑。。哈哈~好像一团的。。

因为cheese忘记剪成小块。。

又没有一直搅。。结果cheese融化了。

就跟番茄酱料粘在一块。。。

明天也是吃意大利面哦！很期待叻。。。

想买米的。。可是怎么整间超市都找不到。

可能他的米包装不一样吧~没注意到。。。

直到今天为止，我还没展开我的购物之旅。。

东看看。。西看看。。。

最便宜的就是zara了。。

嗨。。。城市里什么都名牌名牌。。

预算好了。。。下个月就能开始买买买了！

HERE I CAME

reached Milan safely! at 6am in the morning, about 1pm Malaysian time.

Gloomy weather here, night time is longer than day time i think. first impression~haha

now is already 9.10am in the early morning. i can't see any sunlight.

it was drizzling the moment i reached here.

people, please contact me ASAP for the apartment. i don wish to stay in the hotel.

less than 24 hours

oh my god, i will flying off in less than 24 hours.

Oh my god, have not find a place to stay,

no one to fetch me from airport.

OH MY GOD!i have to do this all by myself!

have to figure out yourself how to take train or bus from the malpensa airport to central city!

HEHE, it will be excited!

in the whole journey, just hope that i will be safe all the time. =PRAY=

纾解~

jean的blog提到，

哭对身体有益。

每天哭一哭，

身体健康！

ITALY soon

i going to italy soon. 1 nov-28 jan.

3 months.

only a thing is confusing me.

what is my next plan after this?

i am in the stage of............helpless?wandered?

fan fan fan

i experienced, and just realized what is disappointment.

i totally understand the feeling that you fall from the peak point.

i am the unlucky one.

AM?YES, YOU ARE.

我告诉你

MR LEE,

她20岁时还有跟他在一起吗？

20岁时，在一起接近5年，会很过分吗。。

你没有眼睛看，是你的事。

我想怎样就怎样。

受不了你又可以对我怎样？

不要说你受不了我。我也越来越受不了了。

你什么思想是你的事。

怪

最近是还不错啦~

只是遇到几个怪怪的顾客。

简直又生气又好笑~

真你粉的小baby真可爱。。。乖乖的。。。

不会乱哭。。。

恭喜我吧。被意大利学校录取啦~

要去意大利拉。

信收到啦~等下星期做visa~

thanks yanyi babe!

having great chat wif yanyi.

每个选择不一定是最好，

可是当你选了只有把他做到最好。

当你认为这个选择是最好的。

到头来你会发现他总总的不好。

所以，不用再烦了，

跟着感觉走。

thanks yanyi!love u!

italy

should i go to italy? should i?

how long should i stay?

SHOULD I?

nice talk~

nice talkS with suerna, marcus and jack.

feeling better and better.

thanks!

gave me lots of opinions.

and listening to me.

thanks frens!

b'day

my b'day...

unforgettable..

coz something happened i was so disappointed.

thanks those for all the b'day wishes.

jz came bac from KL wif family.

a simple trip.

just shop =not enough=

第一个~

啊哈哈~你是第一个祝我生日快乐的。。。唱生日歌的。。

今晚的十一点你打来咯

谢谢你啊房眼一。

最近比较不顺心。。。

我好危险。好危险。

恐怕或者说是应该飞不成了。

我该怎样。

想哭。尤其是跟房眼一通电的时候。

因为，我只是想借借你来发泄。

此刻，我真的很需要你。

不过，好彩我不是将脆弱。

只是发泄郁闷那个几天，很快就好了。

这个就是我。

tea-time

跟jenny, xiaowen,a boo,meiya出了一天...

开心的一天。。吃，喝，拉，只差没睡。

晚上。到我家看专辑嘛~

纯粹看专辑吗？另有目的。

这些人。找人很多很好笑的借口。

我更好笑，骗的团团转。。

烂借口比如：‘我很急，快点带我上厕所’，‘在这里站着等我，我怕’，‘有蟑螂’。。。

这些发生在我家。。。

我就奇怪怎么客人帮主人关门？还一直催的。

这个时候啊不又拼命说尿急。

一个上完了又来一个。

沉军尼说等我上厕所，我一个人怕。。。

哪里可能真的等他上啊。就出来啦~他竟然也开门跟着出来，奇怪，不排泄了吗？！？！

后来大喊有蟑螂，我最怕了。那个来没呀又在那边推来推去。，

原来全都是谎言！

我还以为流小闻怕到包包都丢在楼梯口= =。。将严重。

好像逃难！

骗到客厅。流小闻拿出蛋糕。他们全部唱生日歌叻~

我。。。真的没想到。。

谢谢他们。。。呵呵。。。

拍了好多照。

还有，我才发现你们没拿钱回去。不是说好我请吗？|||

房艳咦，在台湾该学会适应。放弃那些动不动就要回来的念头，加油。想你。

fang yanyi

fangyanyi went to taiwan d.

these 2 weeks no one acc me go here go there.

hmmm, cannot chit chat 38 d.

i have collected my albums d.

1st album: rating：85%

2nd album：rating：70%

hmmm, maybe i should be more careful in choosing the pictures.

fangyanyi, i miss u.

=national eve=

tonight is national eve,

movie wif two didi.

step up 3.

we enjoyed very much!!!!

grab some bite later on.

-lut lut-

jz hate the noise they made.

they referring to certain race wif Malaysia love them the most.

bicycle, motorcycle.

stop doing that stupid actions.

did those actions mean that your loyalty, sincerity to the country?

for me, you are just creating noise pullution.

national day means nothing to me.

just 1 more day holiday.

and full of cats in town.

that's all.

bring u along^^

bring u along.

this phrase.

can be either positive or negative.

but it seems like positive all the time for me. =p

hmmm,having great fun wif lee hong,vivian n ming xi today.

haha. is so enjoyable!

canceled!

i have canceled my flight ticket!

coz of a party, sending me the offer letter late!

i have so little time to do my visa.

is almost impossible mission.

hmmm!!somore hari raya cuti so long!

until 20th sept.

so if really gao shuai, get the visa after 20 sept.

i gonna tell u that, i wil be late for class about 3 weeks.

LONDON, PLEASE INCREASE YOUR EFFICIENCY.

tmr going to play badminton wif frens!!hmm..

was almost 9 months since last time i played.

last week, ache-ing everywhere.lol.

i was thinking that issit the problem wif my bed? too hard or the spring poping out?

finally is my brain poping out.

THE BODY SHOP

hmmm.....spending some in the body shop.

i hope your products are moisture enough when i use them in UK.

the weather in UK is windy, but super dry.

i love the smell of your products.hehhe. -fruity fragrance-

cherry blossom.love it.

i tried over 5 products, so my hands mixed with a lot of smell.

i asked"nice ma?xiang ma?"

he said"like malay"

~!@#$%^&*

faster please

please send the letter ASAP please.

i got to do my visa...

hmmm......

i have booked my tickets!!cost me rm3500!~

please.ASAP.

i have booked

finally i have decided.

to book this flight!

coz if 'mo' here 'mo' there, guarantee i get 0 direct flight.

indirect got lots.but i jz lazy to get down again.

so fully booked.

b4 that, i have planned that singapore airlines was my best choice.

the flight time i like it too.

and the flight.is airbus A380.

but.2-5 sept.all fully booked!left 0 seat.

i have to leave latest by 4 sept,coz sch begin on 6 sept.

hmmm...british airlines.

largest airlines company in UK.

but u din get top 10 of oscar airlines award.hmmmm....

woohoo!!!!!

i being accepted to that university!!!!

having a telephone interview today!!

lol~so nervous..!!

being accepted.so HAPPY AND EXCITED!!!

interview!!

i just received an email today from london.

i am pleased that they inform me for an interview via phone.

is on 18 august 9.30am uk time.

means 4.30 malaysia time.

lol. i am so nervous.

i hope i can fully understand what they trying to tell me.

looking forward on that day.

-LONDON- I AM COMING.

arg~~

hmmm....amendment of the last post.
i mean i felt a bit unsatisfying.haha.
maybe becoz of our poses. too normal..
not much special...hmmm....
and the wedding gown, i not really 100% like it...
hmmm.....
i hope the photos will be nice.
tmr going to choose d~looking forward=D

photo shooting!!

having photo shooting today!!!

was great....

however, i still felt a bit satisfying...

the level of satisfaction din reach maximum...

i donno y,maybe becoz of the poses..hmmmm....

hubby i love u. thanks for accompaniment.

u looked amazing today.

gathering

having a gathering with

yanyi, yeexin, leehong, mingxi, zeecheng, pohfong, ziyan.

actually the main purpose is to celebrate yanyi's b'day.

her b'day, fall on Singapore independence day.

hmm...suppose i having a photo shooting today.

but, he said i am very tired.

so i have to do a super embarrassed thing.

called and asked for a new arrangement.

h-a-p-p-y moment with u and frens.

A-L-O-N-E. NOT!

衰死了。中什么tax。。。johor kastam去死啦!

不懂不懂。好。我也跟着你不懂。货交不交代不关我的事。

生意是你的。你自己来。。

怎么事情好像是我一个人的。

今天开始，我不会再订购。没有就算了。

如果你要订购，就等1个月。

不然就不要买。省麻烦。。。

salang-hei-yo

jz came bac from pulau tioman...

nice trip with hubby, chan ming, yue kai, a zheng and hui wen.

salang resort. we chose.

luckily, a super good decision.

is situated top, north of the pulau.

the sea water is so clear!

love that.

do u ever see a pig, with round pig face, the skin color is black?

-IS ME-.....

singapore~

i love haagendaz.

marina bay sands sky park

yummy yummy!!

jz like littel cookies. look nice.

eat u eat u!swallow u!!

juz came bac from singapore...

1 day trip....

hmmm~~super tired.

hubby: baby, today do you feel happy?

hubby: baby, today u happy ma?

hubby: baby, today got feel very happy ma?

of course is happy!!!

although the time is short.rush.

but.with chocolate,ice cream,cookies. I AM HAPPY.

haha....the most wonderful moment is at merlion there..

YOU ARE SO CUTE.

i love u.

btw, thz his mum n dad too. for accompaniment.

portfolio

i keep thinking..

which kind of portfolio should i do?...

portfolio is about me,about myself.

is my artwork.

i got to present an impressive portfolio.

within 5 days.

fully use my creativity.

is all about passion towards arts.

-UNIVERSITY OF THE ARTS LONDON-

sticky soul

-sticky soul-

i feel happy..

when we are on the same road.

when i really do.

you do.

hmm.....how blissful am i....

~i love u so much~

thank you~

a big thank to shang jie~~

helping me a lot....

the transcript...mafan de~

aiks...

thanks you for calling couple of times~

although i was so tired and lazy to pick up the phone..

but still have to pick up..

secondly, have to thank yanyi..

for accompaniment....to KL...

actually is PJ...tomorrow...

hmm..hope everything goes smoothly.

-LONDON BRIDGE IS FALLING DOWN-

face-ing

how i going to face you...

no one knows...

just YOU and ME.

i couldn't figure what wat exactly was i doing at that time.

I.......

i thought i am that brave.

i can do this unrestrictedly!

the lesson: don ever try to be greedy..and try to pursue fame.

the most important is, treat your loved one wholeheartedly.

-heart and soul-

I AM SORRY.

go荷兰！！gogogo！！

荷兰加油啊！！！！

冲冲冲！！！

我这个月就靠你吃饭了。。。。

不要害我没饭吃。。。

连我家的狗都有香米吃。。。

我不要沦落到没米吃啊~~~~

荷兰加油啊！！！

我今晚要睡好觉的。。。。。

生意~

希望hubby生意越来越好~~

因为hubby讲他的钱就是我的钱。。哇哈哈。

欢迎来Facebook的qq_variouschoices@hotmail.com看看哦。。。

然后希望有勤劳的人来我店应征。。

不然还真的忙不过来。。

整间店，不要算我爸妈。。。

就只有四个工人!好笑吗。。。。

加油加油！~！

cute panda~

panda really very very cute~!!

hmmm.....

gals keep changing her mind..

she loves u.

又怎样？

有时我在想。。。
一个男人连你说的话都接不上去时。。
他还称的上是你的男人吗？？
每天只会以。。。作为答复。

有时，只会说补偿，
但有些事是回不去的。。
补偿不了。。除非时间倒流。
将他还算爱你吗？

不是口口声声说就行了。。
是要靠行动的。

有时连对我而言都算简单的事情。。
都做不到。。。
还算是爱你的你的男朋友吗？

有时有时。。。
够了！这种心情。。。
这种想法。。
够多了。。。。
这种心情。。我不想再感受。。
然而。。我知道是不可能的。

四年半又怎样？

现在才懂

哇！原来我现在才知道。

你跟我老妈一样有魅力叻~

听下声音就会哭。

下次补偿是几时？

不要每次只会说下次补偿。

下次下次是几时？

为什么每次谈好的计划又会泡汤呢？

我说过我不喜欢这种感觉。

原来你是没感觉的。

没有了我的陪伴，别人也可以。

代替的确是一件很好的东西。

真讨人厌

显到要死。

如果是我哥，他还不够力。

不过我哥也不会将。

因为他的妹会自己争取。

本小姐忍耐是有限。

跟你说好9.15的电影。

要用车。

你是不会听还是装傻？

只有你有女朋友，别人没有是吗？

每天出去？是东西买不完还是太饱没事做？

是哥哥就了不起？

可以不顾别人的感受？

当我跟你先前通知，你最好是跟。

不要跟我炸傻。

一星期我才出去多少天？

不要破坏我出去的兴致。

请你请你。还有你的女朋友。

谢谢你们百般体谅hor.

再此跟你说声谢谢。

看到就显。

请你不要毁灭你在我心中的印象。

bac from malacca

2 d 1 n to malacca...

the jonker street...

hehe..had a great time v u there!!

especially at night~~going bac to hotel by pedicab....

went to malacca with ur sis n her bf, your niece n nephew..

unfortunately, i become tan d..coz of the stupid weather..

was damn damn damn hot.super hot..

hot until i screamed!!!!

i miss satay celup, especially 'xi ham'...when lup with satay.how nice~~~

but beside de man, keep nagging...

how many sticks u ate d..gou li..ate so much...

tak boleh tahan him..

p/s: u promise that u wont try to leave me alone d...but u didnt.

u left me alone in mahkota mall.

is over!!!

it is over!!!!

i admit that...

i don really 100% like this game.

so i will rate...

50:50...

different ppl have different capacity of understanding.

so...towards this program...

stirring of emotion~~

somehow i apprehend that you cant give up easily...

through the process of the activities...how i shouted,how i cried that loud...

how i vent a grievance against some matters.

is it so easy to let go something??

no.for me.still.

if u apologize, i will accept it few percent.

what i need is time..

however, u never apologize of your unjustly treatment towards me.

i love my dad n mum, specially rushed to jb n attending my this training program.

your mighty sacrification..

your greatness...

is in my eyes and heart.

so touched...when i saw u.although u were the last to reach.

the moment i hugging u both, my tears dropped instantly...

mummy asked: y darling..y crying...

mummy next time i cry, pls don ask y...

coz ur gentle tone, will make me cry even badly.

daddy, thz for bringing mummy came. i noe this is your way to show ur love.

ur action. although u never spoke anything mussy in frnt of us.

u never ask me how am i doing. u will only ask through mummy...
but, i noe...u love us.

thanks god. oh my lovely god. i felt an immerse gratitude to you, my god.

thanks for created me in this family.

lee boon kher & ng ah ho's family.

some how i believe that i m special.

because you created billion of babies at the same time.

i swam the fastest, goal!!!!!

so, when i was in mummy's stomach, i have already won 2 billions of babies!!!!

thanksgiving.

believe that u r special, 64 billions of people in this world...

u r the most special.coz u r the best.

6hours

oh my god,2 days, i jz slept for total 6 hours.

my eye lids so heavy right now.

i wan to sleep...

but i think today's activities...

going to kill me off...

ok.i try to.cam

ok. i can fully understand that this is an AQ camp.

u need to shout, to show ur voice. shout as loud as u can.

but.....i cant accept when i shouted until i have lost my voice...

u still say not enuf,louder a bit.

but u have to understand, v shouted directly for an hour...

before my turn, i have to encourage other team members.

this is called teamwork.which i noe is important.

before my turn...or before your turn, u have to shout jia you jia you.

the whole time.

then is ur turn, you have to shout damn long long n loud.

i lost my voice d.after shouting, i feel dizzy.

finally, my tears dropped.

this is not because i felt touched for my 'shouting' action.

is the feeling that telling myself y am i doing all this?...pls.i don feel like suffering myself.

i noe this is your way to teach us the to believe ourself, bring out ur courage!

so, i told myself, bearing 2 more days, time flies ok.?!schiann.

so i told myself, there is NO NEXT TIME.

if yes, i will jump from 20th floor.

this is wat i told my mum.

sorry,this is me.

i try to accept, but think back, is not worthy.

although my heart is being clear and keep reminding me that....

it cost 2.4k for 3 days 2 nights.

so becoz of 2.4k, i will take it as a game.

this is the 1st time and the last time i played.

NEVER AND EVER.

because i m the best,this is wat u told me.

p/s:the internet access fee in this hotel cost me 21 per day.

miss miss~

hmmm.....

flash back....in the progress...

deng deng~100% ||||||||||||

when hanging out wif frens in inti...

yuen fong, shang jie, yong chen, james.....

going genting together wif s jie,y fong n c hao...haha...

cool n fun!!

go melaka wif james n sjie~ fun juga....

1st time makan satay celuk...

all same courses frens....hmmm...

yc chen n y fong....1st sem i noe both of u d...both my course mates, but y chen was my roomate!

hahha...

erm....of course they are still a lot, sorry for not mention out.

but.i remember u all.

now everyone questioning me:

when u flying off?

which university u going to??

5 WH- questions....

对不起

哼！好一句对不起啊~

心直接变软。。。。。

男人啊男人。。

怎样还是喜欢温柔的女人。。。

‘可以不要对我将凶吗’

haiz。。。可惜。。

我比较不是。。。

意思就是说。。。。

偶尔不懂做么会有吗。。。就像他说的。。

我~。。。

容易心软。

我~。。。

要睡觉了。

晚安。

world cup

是人们活跃下注的时候。。。

有些人就是收敛不了。。。

死过一次。。不要说一次。。两三次了。。

还是照玩~

聪明的人会知道何时该收手。。。

第一次不懂是无知，

第二次不懂就是愚蠢。。。

你是属于聪明还是愚蠢的呢？？

钱啊钱。。。当现在我有四千块时。。

我会拿一千来给杂费。。。

一千去走走看有么好买。。。

再来一千留着去玩。。。

最后一千暂时留着。。。等超出预算拿来补贴！哈哈

就像我老爸说的。。你看，钱几好用！都不懂做么人家跑去赌。

什么叫做习惯

三四天这样。。。

我已经知道什么叫做习惯。。

什么是麻木。。

什么叫慢慢没感觉。。

什么叫做不心痛了。

是我变厉害了吗？

还是我已厌倦了？
将的情况如果在外国就等分手吧！哈哈哈

shit luck

hmmmm~~~

from 140k...

until 27....~~~~~lol~~~

suddenly keep losing...

tak tahan betul！~

earliest day!

today will be a great day for me~

cuz....

the earliest MORNING i woke up since i came bac from INTI!

it was 11.45 AM...

wahaha...

not enuf sleep

today, i slept at 11am....

actually this sleep is for yesterday...lol....

i think i suffer from insanity..

yesterday i was so tired...

helping my mum the whole day..

however, i just don feel like sleeping...

every time seems like i have alot of things waiting me to complete them~~

round and round and round...

doing the same tasks tasks tasks..

i hope at least there is little progress...

unfortunately...

continue.

schiann will have a good decision.

stupid poker!!!

grrrrr!!!!!!!!!

i lose 300k in 5 mins!

wtf!!!!!

hubby...~~~~~

new place new place

new place new place..!~~

i coming~~

hope so hope so~~~

很久都没有酱子了

不知吹什么风。。

怎么都不顺。。。

这几天是在不爽什么？

我很不开心。。。

心情超烂。。。。

很想发泄。。

很久我都没有这种感觉了。。

好生气。。好想大骂。。很不爽。。

可是到不知怎样开口的地步。。。

只能用最熟悉的结尾。。

‘你去啦~拜拜’

当我在很开心找资料。。。

弄着弄那。。。

可是现在都没心了。

心情不好。。

可以一直静静。

我不是机器。只会一直讲。

我也想听你讲。

但不是哦，啊，我在听啊，你讲啦。

这些我已听倦的回答！

打回第一次给你是期待。

第二次是失望。

第三次是绝望。

当我在很灰心的时候，

我是不会找你的。。。

因为你从不认为酱子。。。

我会流泪。