ok.i try to.cam

ok. i can fully understand that this is an AQ camp.

u need to shout, to show ur voice. shout as loud as u can.

but.....i cant accept when i shouted until i have lost my voice...

u still say not enuf,louder a bit.

but u have to understand, v shouted directly for an hour...

before my turn, i have to encourage other team members.

this is called teamwork.which i noe is important.

before my turn...or before your turn, u have to shout jia you jia you.

the whole time.

then is ur turn, you have to shout damn long long n loud.

i lost my voice d.after shouting, i feel dizzy.

finally, my tears dropped.

this is not because i felt touched for my 'shouting' action.

is the feeling that telling myself y am i doing all this?...pls.i don feel like suffering myself.

i noe this is your way to teach us the to believe ourself, bring out ur courage!

so, i told myself, bearing 2 more days, time flies ok.?!schiann.

so i told myself, there is NO NEXT TIME.

if yes, i will jump from 20th floor.

this is wat i told my mum.

sorry,this is me.

i try to accept, but think back, is not worthy.

although my heart is being clear and keep reminding me that....

it cost 2.4k for 3 days 2 nights.

so becoz of 2.4k, i will take it as a game.

this is the 1st time and the last time i played.

NEVER AND EVER.

because i m the best,this is wat u told me.

p/s:the internet access fee in this hotel cost me 21 per day.