Wednesday, June 30, 2010

下次补偿是几时?

不要每次只会说下次补偿。
下次下次是几时?

为什么每次谈好的计划又会泡汤呢?
我说过我不喜欢这种感觉。

原来你是没感觉的。
没有了我的陪伴,别人也可以。

代替的确是一件很好的东西。

真讨人厌

显到要死。
如果是我哥,他还不够力。
不过我哥也不会将。
因为他的妹会自己争取。

本小姐忍耐是有限。
跟你说好9.15的电影。
要用车。
你是不会听还是装傻?
只有你有女朋友,别人没有是吗?
每天出去?是东西买不完还是太饱没事做?
是哥哥就了不起?
可以不顾别人的感受?
当我跟你先前通知,你最好是跟。
不要跟我炸傻。
一星期我才出去多少天?
不要破坏我出去的兴致。
请你请你。还有你的女朋友。
谢谢你们百般体谅hor.
再此跟你说声谢谢。

看到就显。
请你不要毁灭你在我心中的印象。

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

bac from malacca

2 d 1 n to malacca...
the jonker street...
hehe..had a great time v u there!!
especially at night~~going bac to hotel by pedicab....

went to malacca with ur sis n her bf, your niece n nephew..
unfortunately, i become tan d..coz of the stupid weather..
was damn damn damn hot.super hot..
hot until i screamed!!!!

i miss satay celup, especially 'xi ham'...when lup with satay.how nice~~~
but beside de man, keep nagging...
how many sticks u ate d..gou li..ate so much...
tak boleh tahan him..

p/s: u promise that u wont try to leave me alone d...but u didnt.
u left me alone in mahkota mall.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

is over!!!

it is over!!!!
i admit that...
i don really 100% like this game.
so i will rate...
50:50...
different ppl have different capacity of understanding.
so...towards this program...
stirring of emotion~~
somehow i apprehend that you cant give up easily...
through the process of the activities...how i shouted,how i cried that loud...
how i vent a grievance against some matters.
is it so easy to let go something??
no.for me.still.
if u apologize, i will accept it few percent.
what i need is time..
however, u never apologize of your unjustly treatment towards me.

i love my dad n mum, specially rushed to jb n attending my this training program.
your mighty sacrification..
your greatness...
is in my eyes and heart.
so touched...when i saw u.although u were the last to reach.
the moment i hugging u both, my tears dropped instantly...
mummy asked: y darling..y crying...
mummy next time i cry, pls don ask y...
coz ur gentle tone, will make me cry even badly.

daddy, thz for bringing mummy came. i noe this is your way to show ur love.
ur action. although u never spoke anything mussy in frnt of us.
u never ask me how am i doing. u will only ask through mummy...
but, i noe...u love us.

thanks god. oh my lovely god. i felt an immerse gratitude to you, my god.
thanks for created me in this family.
lee boon kher & ng ah ho's family.
some how i believe that i m special.
because you created billion of babies at the same time.
i swam the fastest, goal!!!!!
so, when i was in mummy's stomach, i have already won 2 billions of babies!!!!

thanksgiving.
believe that u r special, 64 billions of people in this world...
u r the most special.coz u r the best.

Monday, June 21, 2010

6hours

oh my god,2 days, i jz slept for total 6 hours.
my eye lids so heavy right now.
i wan to sleep...
but i think today's activities...
going to kill me off...

ok.i try to.cam

ok. i can fully understand that this is an AQ camp.
u need to shout, to show ur voice. shout as loud as u can.
but.....i cant accept when i shouted until i have lost my voice...
u still say not enuf,louder a bit.
but u have to understand, v shouted directly for an hour...
before my turn, i have to encourage other team members.
this is called teamwork.which i noe is important.
before my turn...or before your turn, u have to shout jia you jia you.
the whole time.
then is ur turn, you have to shout damn long long n loud.
i lost my voice d.after shouting, i feel dizzy.
finally, my tears dropped.
this is not because i felt touched for my 'shouting' action.
is the feeling that telling myself y am i doing all this?...pls.i don feel like suffering myself.
i noe this is your way to teach us the to believe ourself, bring out ur courage!
so, i told myself, bearing 2 more days, time flies ok.?!schiann.

so i told myself, there is NO NEXT TIME.
if yes, i will jump from 20th floor.
this is wat i told my mum.
sorry,this is me.
i try to accept, but think back, is not worthy.
although my heart is being clear and keep reminding me that....
it cost 2.4k for 3 days 2 nights.
so becoz of 2.4k, i will take it as a game.
this is the 1st time and the last time i played.
NEVER AND EVER.

because i m the best,this is wat u told me.

p/s:the internet access fee in this hotel cost me 21 per day.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

miss miss~

hmmm.....
flash back....in the progress...
deng deng~100% ||||||||||||

when hanging out wif frens in inti...
yuen fong, shang jie, yong chen, james.....
going genting together wif s jie,y fong n c hao...haha...
cool n fun!!
go melaka wif james n sjie~ fun juga....
1st time makan satay celuk...
all same courses frens....hmmm...
yc chen n y fong....1st sem i noe both of u d...both my course mates, but y chen was my roomate!
hahha...

erm....of course they are still a lot, sorry for not mention out.
but.i remember u all.

now everyone questioning me:
when u flying off?
which university u going to??
5 WH- questions....

Thursday, June 17, 2010

对不起

哼!好一句对不起啊~

心直接变软。。。。。

男人啊男人。。
怎样还是喜欢温柔的女人。。。
‘可以不要对我将凶吗’
haiz。。。可惜。。
我比较不是。。。
意思就是说。。。。
偶尔不懂做么会有吗。。。就像他说的。。


我~。。。
容易心软。
我~。。。
要睡觉了。

晚安。

world cup

是人们活跃下注的时候。。。
有些人就是收敛不了。。。
死过一次。。不要说一次。。两三次了。。
还是照玩~

聪明的人会知道何时该收手。。。
第一次不懂是无知,
第二次不懂就是愚蠢。。。

你是属于聪明还是愚蠢的呢??

钱啊钱。。。当现在我有四千块时。。
我会拿一千来给杂费。。。
一千去走走看有么好买。。。
再来一千留着去玩。。。
最后一千暂时留着。。。等超出预算拿来补贴!哈哈

就像我老爸说的。。你看,钱几好用!都不懂做么人家跑去赌。

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

什么叫做习惯

三四天这样。。。
我已经知道什么叫做习惯。。
什么是麻木。。
什么叫慢慢没感觉。。
什么叫做不心痛了。

是我变厉害了吗?
还是我已厌倦了?
将的情况如果在外国就等分手吧!哈哈哈

Saturday, June 12, 2010

shit luck

hmmmm~~~
from 140k...
until 27....~~~~~lol~~~
suddenly keep losing...
tak tahan betul!~

Thursday, June 10, 2010

earliest day!

today will be a great day for me~
cuz....
the earliest MORNING i woke up since i came bac from INTI!
it was 11.45 AM...
wahaha...


Saturday, June 05, 2010

not enuf sleep

today, i slept at 11am....
actually this sleep is for yesterday...lol....
i think i suffer from insanity..
yesterday i was so tired...
helping my mum the whole day..
however, i just don feel like sleeping...
every time seems like i have alot of things waiting me to complete them~~
round and round and round...
doing the same tasks tasks tasks..
i hope at least there is little progress...
unfortunately...
continue.
schiann will have a good decision.

Friday, June 04, 2010

stupid poker!!!

grrrrr!!!!!!!!!
i lose 300k in 5 mins!
wtf!!!!!

hubby...~~~~~

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

new place new place

new place new place..!~~
i coming~~
hope so hope so~~~

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

很久都没有酱子了

不知吹什么风。。
怎么都不顺。。。
这几天是在不爽什么?

我很不开心。。。
心情超烂。。。。
很想发泄。。

很久我都没有这种感觉了。。
好生气。。好想大骂。。很不爽。。
可是到不知怎样开口的地步。。。
只能用最熟悉的结尾。。
‘你去啦~拜拜’

当我在很开心找资料。。。
弄着弄那。。。
可是现在都没心了。

心情不好。。
可以一直静静。
我不是机器。只会一直讲。
我也想听你讲。
但不是哦,啊,我在听啊,你讲啦。
这些我已听倦的回答!

打回第一次给你是期待。
第二次是失望。
第三次是绝望。

当我在很灰心的时候,
我是不会找你的。。。
因为你从不认为酱子。。。
我会流泪。