it is fate

u cant do anything.or in the other way...u do nothing!seriously.i can do anything better than YOU!well...i cant change anything.coz is fate.just like parents.

example?ridiculous!i never take u as an example...coz u not even noe who u are...wat is ur responsibility...please.forget about ur aim or others.coz the even the simplest one u cant fullil it.so pls don think bout others.anyway..i don think u will think bout it.

let me ask u a simple question.how u think about someone...who cant pay his own phone fees...who has a proper job,but din do it properly....or should i say that u r working?but the best term which can describe ur attitude towards ur job is...erm...half holiday n half working.coz u r working under ur own parent.next,almost every single day u goin out.but no problem with u goin out.the problem is juz is it necessary for u to ask money from ur parent when the days u goin out?...is not a small amount..if u calcualte it in the long run.each day,eg.at least 100.

please.if u do not have that kind of big head,pls don wear tat big of cap.there is no use for u.to pretend tat u r rich.issit the way u attract the gals?..pls don play the roles of richly.u are disqualified!let me tell u the fact.the one who is rich is your parent.not u.

if u have done anything that is wrong such as gamble.n have loss tat big amount of money.obviously,u cant pay.think before u act.if u have 1 million,juz use tat 1 million to gamble.do not over spend it.u r not a child anymore.since when.the one who loves u experience that kind of fear which they need not to!since when.the one who loves u watch the loaner coming towards?...

i feel sorry for the gals.i think when with u,is their time to suffer.don play too much.u noe some disease.cannot be treated or cured...but i cant say u wrong in this.coz both parties are voluntary.

lastly.when will u grow up?until the time u get married.u will remanin the same.can u change a bit?perhaps?...when was the last time i heard tat u said u r changed?issit everyday?jz hang it aroung ur mouth without any action!?!changed?ya...u will change ur face when u r asking for money.is facts.think it.i don think there is anything wrong with the facts i stated.

love

well,i noe based on the title,LOVE is juz too general.
but one thing confusing me....tat is..

BE TOGETHER BECAUSE U WANT TO,NOT BECAUSE U NEED TO.

ya,obviously i think many ppl don really understand it.
but the explanation is you don need them though because if your partner is doing their job properly,so are you,you can manage without them.
in a strong relationship,partners don breed dependence-they encourage independence.
if ur partner loves u,they wont change who u r, but will help u build more confident, greater self esteem...and lots.u r not relying n don need to worry bout you will fall apart financially,emotionally or in other ways.coz u r STRONG enough.
it means that u don need ur partner.walk away any day any time is juz fine for u.don need them to make u feel good,to give u financial security,or because no one else would love u.none of tat is needed.
so...WHY ARE YOU WITH THEM?is because u want to be.no other reason.
dont be dependent,when ur partner has gone,you should noe who you are.
i know it is a tough thing to think about.and mayb lots of arguement.but i think once u get into a relationship,u should mentally prepare that how would u cope if ur partner suddenly wasnt there anymore?you should be able to cope it alone.so u don need ur partner.you just wan them.
anyway, it is confusing.because u love ur partner,so u need them?because u need them 1st then u begin to build ur relationship to u want them?or the opposite way?related?issit so?it has its own reasons.
well,i m not any love consultant....anyway,i think the word WANT is far more stronger than the word NEED.

another thing is,there are many signs to show tat ur parner...family...friends express tat they do love u.
flowers,chaocolates,saying 'i love u'...of coz those are abvious one..but in fact they are little thing they do that they didnt have to, they did because they wanted to please u,this is their way to say i love u.
hubby,here u are.the time is quite late.11.30pm..i was going to bed.the phone rang and u said have something to give me.a bowl of hot herbal chicken soup.u brought for me...and said tat is good for blood circulation...thanks...i cant mention one by one...coz is lots.the only thing i can do is remember them one by one.hubby I LOVE YOU.
daddy mummy,u express ur love by working day until night to earn incomes,cook nice dishes when i coming bac home...bring me to doctors when i said i want to....even have to seek the doctor which is not local...the most importantly give me a warm home...thanks n I LOVE YOU.
friends...lots...especially vyin...yanyi...thanks for your encouragement...i love the time when v thinking of the ways to slove the problems...gossip bout others...share our minds...n shopping.~friends..I LOVE YOU...

i cant live without u..

finally...i get bac u....coz since last 2 weeks i live without u....i admit that...i really cant live without u....this few weeks....i gt nothing to do....who knows tat both of u admitted to the hospital.......==y so gam de...

i m refering to my lappy lah...n the desktop at home....haha~~the days without u..i cant check my mail....update my blog....chatting in msn......arg...lots lots...

sem break now...2 weeks....happy happy sem break....shopping with my mummy....buy many things....actually consider as needed..but mostly wanted!~~hahah~~

i love the new book which i bought!~~the rules of love...i love it.thanks mummy...

actually i have lots of things to do during this sem break...1st..i have to cure my pimple face....arg~~~is ugly...2nd...i got to settle my bank cards....3rd....i need to settle my toefl...

more than 1...

blog...wat is the definition of blog?for me...blogs can help me know my frens's current state recently...from viewing their blogs...because v r less contact wif each other...the easiest way to noe their recently situations...is through blogs...

anyway...i get some lessons...or should i called it as "lessons"?....watever...
i find that i m the bless one...or the lucky and the fortunate one...in my current state now...i m away from sickness...........i have a happy family.....i do not have problems in many things.n almost all....in relationships with family.......friends.....hubby......financial....academics.....materials... n many many...

since when i have discovered all these?since when?...issit when the day i was born?.....i have to give a big thank to my daddy n mummy coz they provide me all these...i m really satisfy with my life now.give u a big HUG..=P

i have to thank my hubby too...for the past 3+ years...thanks for loving..caring..tolerance me..... thanks to the FATE tat let me meet u....i m glad to have u as my bf n i have no regret to be with u!~hubby I LOVE U.....

thanks to my friends...many friends...a word friend is too general....anyway...i think u get wat i mean...thz to many many....because the time i spending with u all is wonderful...

Additional screw up!

actually yersterday i have typed my blog....n going to publish it.who noes once i clicked tat button 'publish post'...it gone!!!i think probably is the line problem.ebb in inti really irritating!

monday i finshed my econ's paper...gt 1 question..i find it quite weird.the money suppy...where u find so many points to write?i have memberised all the points d....according to the points tat given ny lecturer.it is impossible to get like 5 marks each!arg....tat question i find it is the easiest,but the problem is i cant find the 5 points to fullil 5 marks....as for the essay part..i don have enough time to write!!n i wrote too many points in 1 Q, using 1 n half page..the second Q i don have points to write.jz half+ abit page.no wonder y i find tat so weird,2 questions tat i noe,but y Q 2 don have points....haiz..because i mixes up some points n all wote in Q 1 d....haiz...
my econ's course work....c liao eyes will feel painful....

once i bac to my room....NO MOOD tostudy for my maths d...today is my maths's paper....same thing..i DON HAVE ENOUGH TIME!!!screw screw screw up!i cant do anything..its OVER...hope tat lecturers will mark it LINEARLY...
until now i still feel unsatisfied with my paper....jz give me half n hour...probably i can do it better!!~
my last paper is chm....on saturday...still gt time.haha...

lastly...happy belated b'day to chee wei n siok hiang!happy birthday to u all! take k lots.

coming monday&tuesday...

第一张mpw.....over liao...死背的东西都不会难。。。只是我不喜欢。。。所以。。。应该刚刚好拿32分吧？少过就显了。。。。
明天明天ECON...最早准备的。。不过也怕怕。。。因为第一次接触。。。中学都没有。。5－7pm 考。。。所以明天再复习一下下就可以了。。。
最讨厌的就是星期二的maths。。。今天做很多习题。。。还有两个chapter就完了。。。就留到明天7点以后吧。。。maths又是11am考。。。之前应该没时间复习了。。
最后一张是chemistry~~星期六。。时间大把。。我连翻都还没翻叻。。。

一考完就回家回家！！！可以见到可爱的hubby。。。mummy。。。daddy。。。还有didi。。。hubby说要带我去买电话。。！

不知慧馨几时回。。。燕怡30/4才回。。。希望一大堆姐妹出来聚聚。。。xiao wen,jenny,a boo,meiya,vyin(显了..哈哈)。。就只想到这些。。。因为平常都是他们。。。呵呵

putrajaya!~

昨天又跑出去玩了。。。去了putrajaya。。。也要去看电影。。。结果只有四部戏。。而且都是十一点多。。。就不要看了。。putrajaya alamanda。。。我们是稀有品种。。。一大堆MxLxY。。看90％以上。。。其余的10％就是华人, 印度人。。和其他种族的。。

过后在那边也没有东西玩。。就去兜兜风。。。喝茶。。。putrajaya不懂有七还是八座桥嘛。。。我们就到其中一座拍拍照。。拍到显了就往下个地点前进！～

下个地点就是。。。。putrajaya新起最大的hotel。。。可是不知价钱是不是最贵的。。。那边真的超大。。。有很美。。。不同风格的设计。。。在要找entrance进去hotel时。。。v seng就跑。。。可能因为sandheep在前面走很快。。一跑就'趴'！！整个跌在地上。。弄到旧伤。。痛死他了。。今天他beh tahan就下午去到seremban带他看推拿。。。他有句名言。。dont follow indians。。哈哈

回到正题。。我们在hotel也拍了很多照照。。。guards走来走去可是都没有赶我们。。里面reception的人也看我们。。哈哈。。。不过来应该只来一次。。他们应该不会记得我们可爱的脸霸吧？。。。原本打算'参观'完hotel过后就去KLIA的。。由于迟了就没去了。。直接回inti college。。

我们9。15pm开车。。。去是v seng开。。。回是我开叻。。一喝好茶接下来的每个目的地都是我开。。。第一次在highway还有大地方的市镇开。。。难免有点小兴奋。。哈哈。。不过是一点多降回。。。都没有几辆车了。。所以不会危险。。叫我在白天很多车时开。。。可能我会有点怕。。哈哈。。。毕竟被载还是比较幸福。。哈哈。。

一post好这个又是我今天开始读书的第一刻了。。由于昨晚四点多才睡。。。睡到十二点多起来又去seremban。。回来累累又睡。。。所以现在才开始要读。。哈哈。。。不过现在一天里不管怎样还是会读。。不然对不起自己的良心。。会过意不去。。哈哈！